Fall is here

So it has been a while since my last blog. Alot has been going on. Im very emotional. I am so angry that everytime i turn around something else is wrong with my body. Its always broken and never fixed. I know for a fact there are alot more people in worse shape then me. I have been dieting and so far have lost 18 pounds. I pray to God everynight for a healing.

I will just start from the begining. A year ago i was told I have polycystic ovarian syndrome. Its basically where i have a million little cyst covering my ovaries and that it will be harder for me to concieve. The doctor was doing all he could to help but somehow we over stimulated my ovaries and now i have a 8 cm wide cyst compressing my uterus. Needless to say it hurts. We are now trying to see if it will go down on its on or if we will have to have suregery. So i am in constant pain and at night it seems to hurt worst. Its a bit overwhelming. Im not scared of surgery but i just dont know how i can afford it with no health insurance. I have had this surgery before when i was 15 so i have an idea of how it will go. Im mainly worried about missing school. Hopefully with prayers the cyst will go down on its on and no surgery will be needed. Please pray that it does.

On another note my husband is home for 15 days due to lack of work but im so glad he is home that it doesnt bother me of the reason why. I know God will bless us. Last night we went to our first college football game and needless to say i was embarrsed to be a Blazer. WOW it was horrible!!! Fall is offically here and Im loving the weather. This is my favortie seasons. I love thanksgiving, christmas and have grown to love halloween, since my precious nephew was born on that holiday. He is our halloween baby (well big boy now). Well as for tonight that is all from McGovernville. Till next time!